TWILIGHT FLOOD

Death star shines right above my head

As I sink in the shallow waters of Pearl Island.

I watch water filling up the hole in my soul

Circuits of my imaginations begin to fuse.

Heavy breathing, fears chase me down

My shadow gets trapped in the darkness.

Ego comes between life and love

Causing a never ending loner eclipse.

Unusual ceremonies disturb my peace of mind

Tales of tragedy kick my brain.

A giant enters a dwarf’s cave

My house in the wilderness collapses.

The graveyard keeper whispers epic melodies in my ears

Who will rebuild the miracles, he asks.

Exorcism of spirit is bound to happen

Elephants have started parading on strings, he says & disappears.

Just when I am about to peel off my universe

A firefly springs from embers.

Wisdom sand blows across the desert

Blowing into the eyes of my imaginary friends.

I roll down the redemption street

In search of the dust of morning paradise.

Twilight flood gives me a floating feel

A ray of hope walks in my circle of life.

I saw this with my eyes...I swear...

The dove was dancing in the flames,

Eating the human flesh, freeing the human soul…

I saw this with my eyes….I swear…

White coat wrestling the fiery man on the black bull,

A dark laugh and the strings untangled setting the soul free.

The man on the black bull asked me to come along,

For I feared what would happen to my pop on a journey so long?

We kept crossing dimensions; 

I could see the peacock dancing and euphoria making out with everybody.

Pop’s pain dissolved in the light so white,

I could feel him, but lost his body's sight.

I saw this with my eyes…I swear… 

I did not want to come back from that abyss of unconditional love,

because down there, I feared the burden of responsibilities.

That plastic money, those Miami dreams, those virtual friends which once were my Achilles heel, 

appeared to me as a pale dream and a car without the wheels.

“The dark energy will eat you”, the fiery man said,

“It will be hard to carve your identity once you go back”, he added.

As I crossed the dimensions sitting on a meteor,

A black cloud enticed me for the materialistic pleasure.

My inner full of golden vibes fought with all the courage.

But lost, lost all my innocence.

I forgot most of what I saw and where my pop was taken,

All I know is, he was in a blissful state.

I was so glad, but wait, what about her?

She was the women who lost her face to my dad.

Still not over building the castles of dreams,

She was forced to live in the city of foam.

The lady in tears still shouts out loud…waiting for him to come back,

Her angels cry, spitting blood on her snow white gown of happiness.

The avalanche of memories begs her to commit  suicide,

He had to go mommy, from the heaven, he'll be our guide.

Millions of hugs are taking him to a height,

Celebrating moments together, all are merging with the infinite.

I saw this with my eyes…I swear…

I saw this with my eyes…I swear… 

I give you my words to play

Life is vivid and ambiguous

I give you my words to play

You can write your own story…

Time machine will take you towards your death

For you were the joker in the past

Who laughed at others miseries. 

Tame the lunatic joker in your head

and you will ride the unicorn in the orange sky

holding the black mermaid’s golden hair.

Life is vivid and ambiguous

I give you my words to play

You can write your own story…

The doll lying on the green grass

Will attract the little girl towards it

The lizard is waiting to attack.

Will you just count the money and ride your woman or call the eagle for little girl’s rescue

High tides will rise inside you, giving a rough tackle to your soul

If you come out clean, you will get a lamp of djinny.

Life is vivid and ambiguous

I give you my words to play

You can write your own story…

The eagle's tongue will be the red carpet

And you’d awarded the ivory flute

For saving the world with your love.

The silver flower in your backyard

Will bloom in 2012

Giving you Shiva's sacred fruit

Life is vivid and ambiguous

I give you my words to play

You can write your own story…

Look at the baby through the prism

His third eye will reflect all the emotions

Don’t you impose your mind crystals on him.

Blow away the dark clouds that are waiting to feast on

the dolphins that sing in that pond and the pingus that dive in that ice

All will hug you, kiss you, thank you and give you all their pearls.

Life is vivid and ambiguous

I give you my words to play

You can write your own story…

The guy who does soccer tackles with ball of fire in the sky

The guy who gave me the pen and paper and asked me to play with words

Will take us higher dropping our dirty shoes behind.

DECISION RESTS WITH YOU

Am I truly great?

Or is just me who believes this

Am I truly a loser?

Or is just they who think so

Is my existence truly justified?

Or is just me who feels so

Is my existence a waste of life?

Or is just they who feel so

Are my dreams truly mine?

Or is it just me who sees the mirage

Are my inner demons truly there?

Or are my inner demons projections of their fears

Are all the moments in my life truly worth celebrating?

Or is just me who feels like opening a bottle of champagne every night

Are all the photographs truly worth being deleted?

Or is it just the silent tears which provoke

When I bleed, will they donate blood?

When I will die, will they cry?

To be ‘me’, is to make them my enemy

To be ‘them’, is an injustice to my soul

The fight between me and them would never end

The decision rests with me,

Either I look in the mirror and smile for myself

Or I bow to them and lose my smile forever

MY SWEET SUICIDE!

In the sacred ocean of divine love,

Mighty tides often rose with your thoughts

The agony of love became a painless scar,

When u rained in spring like an Iris flower.

The petrified ocean lost her numbness and pumped a beat,

When the scintillating moonlight covered her body.

She thought that moonlight only loved her and she danced all night,

Look at the irony…..**hahaha**…..she was so dumb, her own waves laughed on her plight.

The moon left early morning kissing everybody goodbye,

The ocean of love again petrified and waited desperately for the dark.

During the night, the moon sprinkled her light on every tree and on every castle,

So much drowned in love, ocean did not understand that it’s not only she who was so special.

One fine day the moon noticed and asked the ocean – “why does the level of water inside u rises everyday”

She answered– “It’s when you are gone, I miss you, and drink my own tears”.

Moon, moved by her love, promised to shower on her, radiance closest to his heart,

Used to kiss her, cuddle her and hug her every time before he would depart.

Still, 15 hours of divorce everyday and sharing her love with everybody,

The ocean of love was all shattered and broken.

One fine day, the moon glided on earth seeing no glow on the face of her lover bride,

To his despair, he saw her cold body and frozen tears – a sweet suicide.

She had left a note for the moon – “I will watch u from heaven above u and once in a while, we will spend time alone, I can’t share you with others. You are mine”

The moon, then decided to spend 1 night with the ocean of love after every 14 days.

From heaven came the ocean of love and from space came the charming moon,

Made love to each other and, in each other’s arms, both of them used to croon.

Welcome to the Wisdom HIGHway

Stars are rising up

The light is going far

Rise

Or succumb to darkness

The army of war ants with grenade

Marching towards destruction

Their future is sealed

For their deeds made the world cry

The black sheep are paining themselves white

And shouting hell yeah! hell yeah!

Go join them all you fool

Their ship has a hole in it

The brain is the epitome of conspiracies

But it also has the key to the subconscious

Open the door and race against your ugly thoughts

Remember, the ride is very bumpy

Leaving the thoughts behind, turn towards the HIGHway of wisdom

You will meet with an accident on the HIGHway

Crushing your helmet of ignorance

And the bike of desires

See yourself in the mirror after that

You will see a man without a face

He is omniscient, he is omnipresent

The same ants and sheep bow to him

DON’T OPEN THE WINDOW

Electric land of the metallic sparrows

Wings get stuck in the barbwires of emotions

Millions of thoughts cross breed

Cocktail of feelings, head splits open

 Volcanoes erupt, hate spurs out

Melts the youth, taking away from the truth

Nose stitched, mouth stitched, extreme pressure

Frail body on the bed of needles, makes holes to breathe

Peels off the filthy skin, chains of misdeeds around the neck

A moment of redemption and then hangs himself

The little boy howls hiding behind the sofa

Does not want to grow up

Oh little boy, time will show you the middle finger

Bones will dissolve in your infected blood, don’t copy the man

Don’t open the window, he is outside

Waiting to sing you a lullaby on the bed of needles

The lanes in his hand decided his destination

The lanes in your hand decide your destination

Oh fuck, I see his face in you

Did you shake hands with him?

He is behind your face, feeding on your soul

Stop him, he will stitch your mouth and nose

Lock him in a corner, suffocate him to death

Remember he will strike, when it will be dark

Never turn off the moral lights

He will feed on your soul…